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AHHHH OUAM AUDITIONS TOMORROW!!! AHHHHHH!!! lol im working on my belting right now but i think that no matter how much i work at it im never never never gona be a good singer. god im gonna embarass myself soooo fucking much tomorrow cause i know im gonna fuck up. and yes i do get like this everytime i have to preform in front of people.. EVERY time, this is not anything im not used to..

but anyways.. after auditions tomorrow, im going over carlis for a Fab9 sleepover holler! oooohhh how i love those girls xoxo. theyr like my life lol. them and shawn. saturday im not sure of my plans. i told jordan i would go to the dance with her, and then steph asked and it totes blew my mind and i said yes. and then elise asked. oh my! i have quite a dilema here.. ill figure it out. well either way im going to the j dance saturday night 8 to 11 bring $10.. I WOULD LIKE TO SEE SOME PEOPLE FROM CATONSVILLE GO CAUSE THEY NEVER EVER DO! only emily does.. but i mean shes hotter than any of the catonsville boys anyways :-P so sunday im free right now. let me know if were doing something then lol. muah

love always xoxo ~meghaaaan (or meg-HAN as mr soos and jake say :-P)

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ok good and bad in this.. here goes the good..

im trying out for the all school musical, "once upon a mattress". i wana be princess winifred, but if not (because im not good at all and im not gona get it lol) then i could maybe be the french maid. dur cause i uh SPEAK FRENCH and all.. yeah.. lol

and now the bad news. say it out loud, only frenchies will understand..

juh emme kelkon oh laykole. eel sahpel "jay ee en oh" ay juh nuh vuh pah luyi emmay may juh nah paz uhn shoi. juh say qeuh say uhn gron prohbleme, wee, may eel ay vraymant parfay poor moi.

damn i hope this gets better.. :-/ Comment! (1) | Recommend!

orchestra concert went really well. but shawn and i knew how the cellos would fuck up.. check it:

shawn would sit on her tiarra during pavanne, and it would break. part of it would go into her ass and she would fall off the stage bringing keara and brenna with her. the other piece would fly off and hit me in the head. i would fall over onto micah who would fall off the stage and bring justin along with him. so the cellos would basically screw up the whole concert. and then the orchesta would sound better than before lol

so good night. yeah it was good..

CANT WAIT UNTIL SATURDAY NIGHT!! ok jcc dance yeah w/e but guess whos comming... BILLY!! :-) i miss him and loove him and im OH SO excited to see him. ill kiss him and hugg him and well yeah do everything else that happens in those steamy jcc gym corners wink wink nudge nudge.. well whos planning on dancing anyway god? thats SO NOT what people do at dances duuur.... *heart*

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mood:: ROCKINNNNN'

hahah great day, no clue why, im just in a totes awesome mood. heres a runthrough of the dayyy

pd1. stage rehersal WE SUCKED it sounded so fucking bad and the concerts tonight too lol great. but micah was nice (for once) and shut up about me being out of tune or not knowing my part. hes back in1st chair but thats where he belongs cause he is such a better cellist than me. hes like all state.. maybe.

pd2. math was okay, moms visiting the class wednesday (probly) cause i told her how ms b teaches and she was like "ok but when does she actually TEACH you guys?" hahhaha true, she doesnt really. but all we did today was we took notes off of her notes on the overhead and started our confuzzling hw. it took me 10 mins to do one of the fucking problems. and that took up my whole page! oy vey!

pd3. english was fun. worked in groups so i got to work with jake, dave and erin. hahahah jake got a hair cut. now his eyebrows are TERRIBLE and need to be waxed. but its all gravy cause mine do too. we can go together lol. lunch was hillarious. jake/dave put morgan STAR bailey's chips in the trash can and they were open and he got katsup and such on them. and then morgan STAR bailey went over and ate them. ewwww

pd4 french ahahhahahahhaha --what more can i say?! "le centre des aspoirs morts-je sais que ce n'est pas bon de sauter des repas mais si vous etes obese ce n'est pas grave" bestest day ever:-P

so now that you know the day, i only have one other thing to say.. puedo ir a una fiesta en tus pantalones?

lol it means "can i have a party in your pants?" shawn and i asked gino and he was like "can i take off your pants and have a party? what?" and we told him what we thought it meant and hes like "ooooohhhh.. YEAH YEAH YEAH" hahahha

so good day, orchestra concert is tonight. gona suck totes cock. but w/e it will be FINE. thats it as of right now. peace love xoxo

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my story is much to sad to be told
cause practically everything leaves me totally cold
the only exception i know is the case
when im out on a quiet spree
fighting vainly the old innue
and i suddenly turn and see your fabulous face

i get no kick from champagne
mere alcohol doesnt thrill me at all
so tell me why should it be true
that i get a kick out of you

some get a kick from cocaine
im sure that if i took even one sniff
that would bore me terrifically too
but i get a kick out of you

i get a kick every time i see
you standing there, before me
i get a kick
though its clear to me
you obviously dont adore me
i get a kick out of you

i get no kick in a plane
flying too high with some guy in the sky
is my idea of nothing to do..
but i get a kick out of you

i get a kick every time i see
you standing there, before me
i get a kick
though its clear to me
you obviously dont adore me
i get a kick out of you



haha im in a musical mood. speaking of musicals, im auditioning for 'once upon a matresse', one of the ladies in waiting. im not gona get in but its my last year to try out and i might as well. lol. if im lucky, daddy will let me rent moulin rouge. haha ill just be sitting here all weekend watching it and singing along to all the songs over and over again. speaking of daddy hes playing his stupid bass right next to me ahhhhhhh its so fucking loud. im grounded this weekend wahoo :-/ but if im good enough maybe my parentals will let steph come over tomorrow and then maybe we can go to a certain boys lacrosse game *wink* hes so cute..

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